Thursday, May 8, 2014

A Heart for the Lost.

" Without concern we're not Christlike, without concern we're not Christlike, Ah, watch yourself,.... Now your greatest need as a  Christian and of every Christian, is a concern for lost and dying people, without concern we are not Christlike, you have no claim to christlikeness unless you're concerned about others.without concern we're not obeying scriptures"- pastor Lee roberson

  so many times in our lives we get so caught up with the thing's of this world that we forget what the whole point of being on this earth is... i'm so guilty of it myself worrying about this and that and what this person said about me and why is this happening and why is that happening and just into everything. i have to finally stop myself and take a look and think what does all this have to do with reaching the lost for God... i mean that is what we are called to do right?? so why do we tend to always get off track and forget about all those lost souls out there.. its not an easy thing to do that's for sure but that joy you get seeing a person accept Christ in their lives after praying for them for so many years is just so incredible you feel like you've succeeded in life because if that...

   to be completely honest I've  lacked of this i used to be so focused on getting souls for God even if that left me sitting alone in school with no friends it didn't matter to me because i knew what i was doing was pleasing God.. but i've lost that passion for awhile and now i'm taking it back my heart hurts everyday seeing what people go through and hearing about kids committing suicide because they feel theirs no hope for their lives its heartbreaking hearing about young people getting kidnapped and sold for sex trafficking its so heartbreaking i have a big heart for people and i just want to let them know that there is hope in this crazy cruel world and thats through Jesus Christ.. God saved me out of my pain and bitterness and hatefulness and i wanna see other people ,be delivered of the same exact thing and thats gonna take a lot of boldness and courage but im ready for it... i mean thtas what God has called us to do in the first place were on this world to reach souls. 

so instead of being so caught up int his world lets take a minute or more and find someone who really needs to hear what God has done in our lives and what he can do in theirs because we never know who just might need it, whos life we could be saving or just simply telling someone Jesus loves you maybe just those three words are what they have been wanting to hear.. lets not get so caught up in this th ing we call life...

Tuesday, February 18, 2014

My testimony

So I've been thinking about my life a lot lately and how much God's changed me.

I've been saved for about 4 years now i grew up in church so i knew all the right things to do and how to play the church games. And growing up i always felt like i was being sheltered from this world like there was so much more out there for me to experience.

So as i got into middle school my curiosity got bigger and eventually i fell for things of this world,i didn't realize how much of an impact it had on me till i had to have my parents come to school and have a serious talk with my teacher.. i know i know doesn't sound bad at all lol but for me it was a big deal because i was always that sweet girl that nobody thought would ever dare talk back or disobey. But i mean how can you be all that and fit in right?

Well little did i know is that it doesn't always get you the best of friends. As i got into high school things changed a little but i wasn't so curious and decided to put my focus on God but my life took a little turn, in the worst possible way you could ever imagine it taking. I had something taken from me that could never be replaced. Something i pray would of never existed in this cruel dark world. Something that took all my joy and happiness away.i was so miserable and started cutting myself, making myself throw up, and crying myself to sleep every night terrified of what could happen. Nightmare after nightmare. Still fighting myself to this day!!

But i will always remember that moment in a local raleys store in the bathroom i cried my eyeballs out in the corner of the bathroom asking God why did this have to happen to me what is the point of me living i was to the point of suicide and God intervened and took that big burden off my shoulders and took all the pain away.God completely set me free it was then that i realized how much Love one man had for me despite all the pain i put God through despite how many times i failed him. I just couldn't believe that God would be so willing to take it all and give me my joy back.

It's always hard to share personal stories like these but it's been on my heart to just let it out, and somehow be there for people who have gone through the same thing.there's hope when there seems to be none.God loves each and everyone of you just for who you are and he will always be there for you no matter what that's the beauty of salvation. It so worth it. It's not easy but worth it.

This life has absolutey nothing to offer you only God has what your soul truly needs.

Saturday, February 15, 2014

Learning to love yourself

My whole life I've been very insecre I've never really been the prettiest, slimmest, smartest person. I struggled with constant mind battles and most of it was because of something i went through growing up. But as time went by and i got older there was one thing i realized that no matter what you look like small, big, pretty, or not so pretty there's one man who will always love you just for who you are because he created you to be who you are you were designed for a purpose in this world and don't let the negative thoughts or spoken words keep you from striving for what God has for you.his ways are so much better choose to be the better person and stand up to the enemy and claim what's your your a diamond in God's eyes accept it and be the best you can be...

Learn to love God and he will teach you how to love yourself..